It has been exactly one year, jab mere chote se shaher "Malegaon" mein aag or khoon ki holi kheli gayi thi..... shaher ke markaz mein ek jagmgata hua chawk hai jo Bhikku chawk ke naam se jana jata hai......wahan khane peene ki bht saari cheezein milti hain......Paas hi fancy cheezon ka ek bada market hai jahan ladkiyon ki aarayish ke saare lwazmaat milte hain......It was 28th day of holy Ramdhan....Time was about 8:30 a.m, masjidon mein traweeh ke aakhri steps chal rahe the....Eid ki tayyariyan zoron per thi.... ke achank centre mein park ki hui ek motor cycle me ek zabardast dhamaka hua ......or afratfri mach gayi.......
Or bht saare beqsoor logon ki zindaghi ka chiragh gul hogya.... Najane kitni maon ke kokh ujad gayi, kitni suhagnon ke suhaagh ujad gaye, Kitne baapon ne apne jawan beton ki mayyat ko kandha diya, kitne gher buzurghon se khali ho gaye, Kitne bahenon ke bhai nahi rahe.......
Main poochti hun, Kya qsoor tha unka???????? yahi na ke us raat woh us jaghah maujood the... muje bilkul nahi pata ke masoomon ki jaan lene se kisi ko kya mil jata hai ??? Hazaron logon ki khushiyan cheen kar unhein kya khushi milti hai???
Her baar jab jab Eid aaye gi tab tab un masoomon ki yaad taza kar de gi... Jaane wale to chale gaye lekin un ke apne pyaare logon ka kya ho ga??? Mujhe koi bataye ke Eid ka din unke liye khushi ka paighaam laye ga ya gham ka???
Mere in sawalon ka jawab koi dede......plz......
( Though i am writing this post after 8 days of Eid but this exactly what i was feeling at the day of Eid...the day of joy n happiness)
"Yesterday has passed with its good and evil, while tomorrow has not yet arrived."
Its 2:00 am right now and I have just finished washing business of my clothes. Washing the clothes is just terrible specially when you are not in mood of doing such stupid things, but i had to that since i am going home for about a week, as you know that Holy month of Ramadhan is about over.
Wooooooooooooooveeeeeeeeeeee!!!
You can't imagine how i am feeling right now!!!
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, It is so exciting !!!
Yesterday i stole some moment from the tight schedule of office for shopping and went to Crawford Market. It was a thirsty noon since in the mid of the day sun is burning with all its potential and you can feel its intensity when you are fasting also. There was lots of crowd. Every body was busy in selling and buying the possible necessary things for Eid. Any way i bought a wonderful Bangel set for my younger sister(offcours matching with her suit for Eid, since i made phone call to confirm it), a decent dopatta for my mother, two night suits for my cousin, dry fruits for my hostel friend and much more.(Bangel set for Sameena for Rs.120/-)
You will wonder that i haven't brought any thing for my self. This the thing that always happens that you go for shopping n you will always end up with lots of thing for your beloved ones and not a single thing for yourself..........while shopping you always think that yes !!! this will be better for her/him, so lets buy it .......... I think this happens to everyone............ Don't know wether you will accept it or not but believe me this is the fact that every little thing become so important for you that cost a mere smile on the face of your dearones ..... Ahhhhhh......It is amazing.......!!!( I am making sense out of nonsense......Isn't it????)
I made reservation for going home and observe it so many times and feel more happy after seeing it number of times .........you can imagine my madness.........
Wow !!! Again there will complete spiritual environment, and definitely i will try to resolve my self completely into it, May i grab some blessings and mercy of the ending month of Ramadhan........................
Oh Alla !!! Oh Lord !!! Fill my heart with purity and simplicity,truth and beauty,humility with dignity,chastity and charity, faithfulness, Love and hope.........
Now lets wind up, i have to sleep becoz have to wake up at 4:00am for Saher
will meet soon after i come back............
"Happy Eid from the core of my heart to all of you in advance"
Rhe kaduraat na koi dil mein, 
