Saturday, September 26, 2009

Jis Din tumhare Haath pe mehndi lagaye Eid !!

It has been exactly one year, jab mere chote se shaher "Malegaon" mein aag or khoon ki holi kheli gayi thi..... shaher ke markaz mein ek jagmgata hua chawk hai jo Bhikku chawk ke naam se jana jata hai......wahan khane peene ki bht saari cheezein milti hain......Paas hi fancy cheezon ka ek bada market hai jahan ladkiyon ki aarayish ke saare lwazmaat milte hain......It was 28th day of holy Ramdhan....Time was about 8:30 a.m, masjidon mein traweeh ke aakhri steps chal rahe the....Eid ki tayyariyan zoron per thi.... ke achank centre mein park ki hui ek motor cycle me ek zabardast dhamaka hua ......or afratfri mach gayi.......

Or bht saare beqsoor logon ki zindaghi ka chiragh gul hogya....
Najane kitni maon ke kokh ujad gayi,
kitni suhagnon ke suhaagh ujad gaye,
Kitne baapon ne apne jawan beton ki mayyat ko kandha diya,
kitne gher buzurghon se khali ho gaye,
Kitne bahenon ke bhai nahi rahe.......

Main poochti hun, Kya qsoor tha unka????????
yahi na ke us raat woh us jaghah maujood the...
muje bilkul nahi pata ke masoomon ki jaan lene se kisi ko kya mil jata hai ???
Hazaron logon ki khushiyan cheen kar unhein kya khushi milti hai???

Her baar jab jab Eid aaye gi tab tab un masoomon ki yaad taza kar de gi...
Jaane wale to chale gaye lekin un ke apne pyaare logon ka kya ho ga???
Mujhe koi bataye ke Eid ka din unke liye khushi ka paighaam laye ga ya gham ka???

Mere in sawalon ka jawab koi dede......plz......

( Though i am writing this post after 8 days of Eid but this exactly what i was feeling at the day of Eid...the day of joy n happiness)







Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Finally Home!!!

"Yesterday has passed with its good and evil, while tomorrow has not yet arrived."

Its 2:00 am right now and I have just finished washing business of my clothes. Washing the clothes is just terrible specially when you are not in mood of doing such stupid things, but i had to that since i am going home for about a week, as you know that Holy month of Ramadhan is about over.

Wooooooooooooooveeeeeeeeeeee!!!

You can't imagine how i am feeling right now!!!

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, It is so exciting !!!

Yesterday i stole some moment from the tight schedule of office for shopping and went to Crawford Market. It was a thirsty noon since in the mid of the day sun is burning with all its potential and you can feel its intensity when you are fasting also. There was lots of crowd. Every body was busy in selling and buying the possible necessary things for Eid.
Any way i bought a wonderful Bangel set for my younger sister(offcours matching with her suit for Eid, since i made phone call to confirm it), a decent dopatta for my mother, two night suits for my cousin, dry fruits for my hostel friend and much more.(Bangel set for Sameena for Rs.120/-)

You will wonder that i haven't brought any thing for my self. This the thing that always happens that you go for shopping n you will always end up with lots of thing for your beloved ones and not a single thing for yourself..........while shopping you always think that yes !!! this will be better for her/him, so lets buy it .......... I think this happens to everyone............ Don't know wether you will accept it or not but believe me this is the fact that every little thing become so important for you that cost a mere smile on the face of your dearones .....
Ahhhhhh......It is amazing.......!!!( I am making sense out of nonsense......Isn't it????)

I made reservation for going home and observe it so many times and feel more happy after seeing it number of times .........you can imagine my madness.........

Wow !!!
Again there will complete spiritual environment, and definitely i will try to resolve my self completely into it, May i grab some blessings and mercy of the ending month of Ramadhan........................

Oh Alla !!! Oh Lord !!!
Fill my heart with purity and simplicity,truth and beauty,humility with dignity,chastity and charity, faithfulness, Love and hope.........

Now lets wind up, i have to sleep becoz have to wake up at 4:00am for Saher

will meet soon after i come back............

"Happy Eid from the core of my heart to all of you in advance"

Over n all :))




Wednesday, September 2, 2009

12th day of Ramadhan

Dear Friends!!!
Since the month of RAmadhan is going on, So most of you would like to know about it...
(Thank God !! I remember my duty...or mujhe jaldi yaad aagaya ke mujhe is baare mein kuch likhna chahiye...:))

What is Ramadhan and what it means to muslims???

Every Momin(Muslim with Taqwa) love this month very much.
It is the month where people are just Happy and celebrate, where the people try to be more giving...
People fast only for the God, and don't feel that they are forced to fast and suffer in hunger and thrust...
Thrust, hunger and bit weakness help us to control ourselves and our desire. It helps in measuring our will power, makes us to think how much time we have, and how much we can do.
You know after breaking teh fast we can really realize that how much we r blessed to have deliciuos meal ready in front of us for iftaar(Time of braeking the Fast)
I yearn to be there at my home during these days...wish to have iftaar with our beloved ones ...Time of Maghrib...reading Quraan loudly...having bet with younger brothers to complete reading of "Hply Quran" more number of times during this month...Adhaan...dasterkhwaan decorated with large number of delicious dishes, fruits and sweets...after Iftar Tea...quarrel with Sameena(my younger sis.) for washing dishes and glasses...Traweeh(Special kind of namaz performed only in this month)...preparation of Eid...n all...I am missing alot...Becoz...
I am here in Mumbai...living in the hostel...working in the office n lab...doing iftar and saher alone in my room...Sweet home i'm missing u badly during these days...
But never mind i am going there very soon :)...Meaning at the end of this month for Eid :):)...

Leave it !!! I am talking about the significance of Ramadhan, So this month is renewal of person's faith. It is time for muslims to be better, to do good things...preserve one self from bad habits, time to give the zakat...I will tell u the meaning of zakat...
In this month the rich and well earning people have to give 2.5% of their total wealth to poor and needy people. You can guess how good the rules are...
And yeah. after helping the poors u can fell the intense happiness and satisfaction...
Truely speaking this month actually purifies the our body and soul, as every body tries to avoid the bad and dirty habits, even they don't even think of that...

And at the end of it Allah give the Reward in the form of "Eid"---The day of Joy and Happiness....