Aakhir kab tak???

A beutiful ghazal by Farhat Abbas Shaah...

Aakhir kab tak???

Shaam dhali hai,
yaad ke gair aabad nazar se door...
Hazzaron ghuzre lamhe,
soch rahein hain,
aati jaati dhoop ke darr se...
shaam ke baad ke saare manzar,
Saare roop ganwa ke jaane wala buzdil...
Mausam ke be ma-ani khauf ke haathon kab tak,
Be bas or majboor rahe ga???
Khadshon mein mahsoor rahe ga???
Aakhir kab tak
Door rahe ga???

Ek baar kaho tum mere ho...

Hum ghoom chuke basti, ban mein,
ek aas ki phaans liye mann mein,
Koi Sajan ho, koi pyara ho,
Koi deepak ho, koi tara ho,
jab jeevan raat andheri ho,
ek baar kaho... tum mere ho...

Hum kab tak preet ke dhoke mein,
tum kab tak dar-w-jharonkon mein,
Dil ka daaman phaila ho,
Kyon gori ka dil maila ho,
kab mere dil mein sawera ho?
ek baar...kaho...
tum... tum... tum...
ek baar kaho tum mere ho...



Ban = jungle
phaans = chubhan ka ehsaas
dar = door, darwaza
jharonka = yahan meaning hai window, khidki
daaman = aanchal
sawera = Subah, morning

Slow progress

Don't you think there is gradual improvement in my water color painting ....???
Paper quality was not so good...but mujhe to painting banabe ki dhunn chdhi hui thi , is liye jo available tha us per hi bana dala...

Aey Chaand Use kahna...

Aey Chaand!!! use kahna,

Woh to door bahut door basta hai...

Use koi yaad karta hai,

or bahesaab karta hai.

Jab woh kushi se muskurata hai'

to door bht door kisi ka dil

dhadakta hai...

Or jab woh udaas hota hai,

Us ke dukh ko  samjh kar,

door kahin bht door ,

Kisi ki aankhon se

lahoo barasta hai...

Aey Chaand use kahna

Jise woh chod aaya tha,

Jise woh bhool aaya tha,

Jise woh tod aaya tha,

Woh to aaj bhi,

Tere aas paas kahin basta hai...

 

for Friend

As per my promise, i am posting the sketch ...

Hey Happy belated birth day Richa...
Don't worry, I will give you the hard copy of this :)

Random Sunday

yesterday was again sunday...
I got up late, had breakfast, and waited for my friend to go for shopping, but she had some important work to do so our shopping program got canceled. Then watched a wonderful movie " Bucket List". The important message from the movie i got was " Extract happiness from every moment of your life" readers are strongly advised to watch that movie...It is amazing.
Some thing was there in my mind that was quite irritable, in order to become free from that feeling, there was sudden urge to go to some holy place. After post lunch i went to Haji Ali, prayed there for complete peace of my mind. said sorry to Allah Rabbul ezzat for all wrong thing that i have done. And Finally came back to hostel with some satisfaction.
Then i sketched a portrait of my dearest friend in order to present her on her birth day, though her birthday has gone long ago...I will post that sketch very soon...just wait... :)

khwahish

Payaase mausam mein...
ab ki khwahish ban kar...
tere dil mein utrun...
tum ko sairaab kar jaaon...
tumhari veeran raaton mein mahkun...
tumhari neendon ko mahetaab kar jaon...
apna aap pane se pahele...
Zind tumhare naam kar jaon...
Sirf titliyaan bache meri qabr per...
pakadne ke liye waqt tere naam kar jaon...


Poet : unknown

Some Sketching in a very Sad day

Honestly yesterday was very boring and depressing day. There was raining the whole day, and it was sunday so i was imprisoned in my hostel room alone, doing nothing. So i decided to to sketch some thing. I picked up my PARKER ink pen( gifted by my friend Cherry; Believe me it is her real name...Its sounds funny no...) and sketched this ...
A Sketch by Ink Pen

I also sketched a fort where we have gone for trek last Sunday...but it is sketched with the help of pencil...

A sketch by 2B Pencil

Jis Din tumhare Haath pe mehndi lagaye Eid !!

It has been exactly one year, jab mere chote se shaher "Malegaon" mein aag or khoon ki holi kheli gayi thi..... shaher ke markaz mein ek jagmgata hua chawk hai jo Bhikku chawk ke naam se jana jata hai......wahan khane peene ki bht saari cheezein milti hain......Paas hi fancy cheezon ka ek bada market hai jahan ladkiyon ki aarayish ke saare lwazmaat milte hain......It was 28th day of holy Ramdhan....Time was about 8:30 a.m, masjidon mein traweeh ke aakhri steps chal rahe the....Eid ki tayyariyan zoron per thi.... ke achank centre mein park ki hui ek motor cycle me ek zabardast dhamaka hua ......or afratfri mach gayi.......

Or bht saare beqsoor logon ki zindaghi ka chiragh gul hogya....
Najane kitni maon ke kokh ujad gayi,
kitni suhagnon ke suhaagh ujad gaye,
Kitne baapon ne apne jawan beton ki mayyat ko kandha diya,
kitne gher buzurghon se khali ho gaye,
Kitne bahenon ke bhai nahi rahe.......

Main poochti hun, Kya qsoor tha unka????????
yahi na ke us raat woh us jaghah maujood the...
muje bilkul nahi pata ke masoomon ki jaan lene se kisi ko kya mil jata hai ???
Hazaron logon ki khushiyan cheen kar unhein kya khushi milti hai???

Her baar jab jab Eid aaye gi tab tab un masoomon ki yaad taza kar de gi...
Jaane wale to chale gaye lekin un ke apne pyaare logon ka kya ho ga???
Mujhe koi bataye ke Eid ka din unke liye khushi ka paighaam laye ga ya gham ka???

Mere in sawalon ka jawab koi dede......plz......

( Though i am writing this post after 8 days of Eid but this exactly what i was feeling at the day of Eid...the day of joy n happiness)

Finally Home!!!

"Yesterday has passed with its good and evil, while tomorrow has not yet arrived."

Its 2:00 am right now and I have just finished washing business of my clothes. Washing the clothes is just terrible specially when you are not in mood of doing such stupid things, but i had to that since i am going home for about a week, as you know that Holy month of Ramadhan is about over.

Wooooooooooooooveeeeeeeeeeee!!!

You can't imagine how i am feeling right now!!!

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, It is so exciting !!!

Yesterday i stole some moment from the tight schedule of office for shopping and went to Crawford Market. It was a thirsty noon since in the mid of the day sun is burning with all its potential and you can feel its intensity when you are fasting also. There was lots of crowd. Every body was busy in selling and buying the possible necessary things for Eid.
Any way i bought a wonderful Bangel set for my younger sister(offcours matching with her suit for Eid, since i made phone call to confirm it), a decent dopatta for my mother, two night suits for my cousin, dry fruits for my hostel friend and much more.(Bangel set for Sameena for Rs.120/-)

You will wonder that i haven't brought any thing for my self. This the thing that always happens that you go for shopping n you will always end up with lots of thing for your beloved ones and not a single thing for yourself..........while shopping you always think that yes !!! this will be better for her/him, so lets buy it .......... I think this happens to everyone............ Don't know wether you will accept it or not but believe me this is the fact that every little thing become so important for you that cost a mere smile on the face of your dearones .....
Ahhhhhh......It is amazing.......!!!( I am making sense out of nonsense......Isn't it????)

I made reservation for going home and observe it so many times and feel more happy after seeing it number of times .........you can imagine my madness.........

Wow !!!
Again there will complete spiritual environment, and definitely i will try to resolve my self completely into it, May i grab some blessings and mercy of the ending month of Ramadhan........................

Oh Alla !!! Oh Lord !!!
Fill my heart with purity and simplicity,truth and beauty,humility with dignity,chastity and charity, faithfulness, Love and hope.........

Now lets wind up, i have to sleep becoz have to wake up at 4:00am for Saher

will meet soon after i come back............

"Happy Eid from the core of my heart to all of you in advance"

Over n all :))

12th day of Ramadhan

Dear Friends!!!
Since the month of RAmadhan is going on, So most of you would like to know about it...
(Thank God !! I remember my duty...or mujhe jaldi yaad aagaya ke mujhe is baare mein kuch likhna chahiye...:))

What is Ramadhan and what it means to muslims???

Every Momin(Muslim with Taqwa) love this month very much.
It is the month where people are just Happy and celebrate, where the people try to be more giving...
People fast only for the God, and don't feel that they are forced to fast and suffer in hunger and thrust...
Thrust, hunger and bit weakness help us to control ourselves and our desire. It helps in measuring our will power, makes us to think how much time we have, and how much we can do.
You know after breaking teh fast we can really realize that how much we r blessed to have deliciuos meal ready in front of us for iftaar(Time of braeking the Fast)
I yearn to be there at my home during these days...wish to have iftaar with our beloved ones ...Time of Maghrib...reading Quraan loudly...having bet with younger brothers to complete reading of "Hply Quran" more number of times during this month...Adhaan...dasterkhwaan decorated with large number of delicious dishes, fruits and sweets...after Iftar Tea...quarrel with Sameena(my younger sis.) for washing dishes and glasses...Traweeh(Special kind of namaz performed only in this month)...preparation of Eid...n all...I am missing alot...Becoz...
I am here in Mumbai...living in the hostel...working in the office n lab...doing iftar and saher alone in my room...Sweet home i'm missing u badly during these days...
But never mind i am going there very soon :)...Meaning at the end of this month for Eid :):)...

Leave it !!! I am talking about the significance of Ramadhan, So this month is renewal of person's faith. It is time for muslims to be better, to do good things...preserve one self from bad habits, time to give the zakat...I will tell u the meaning of zakat...
In this month the rich and well earning people have to give 2.5% of their total wealth to poor and needy people. You can guess how good the rules are...
And yeah. after helping the poors u can fell the intense happiness and satisfaction...
Truely speaking this month actually purifies the our body and soul, as every body tries to avoid the bad and dirty habits, even they don't even think of that...

And at the end of it Allah give the Reward in the form of "Eid"---The day of Joy and Happiness....

Happy Ramadhan

Wishing all of you a wonderfull Ramadhan Kareem...
May Allah accepts our deeds, fast, Prayers and supplication...Ameen !
May Allah make this a month of peace, blessings and khair .ameen !

Water Colour Painting

Painting...Kuch bachchon wali...

Painted by Me- Saima

Bhool ja...

Tu yeh kis liye Shab-e-hijr ke her sitaare mein use dhundta...
Woh falak ke jis mein mile the hum koi or tha use bhool ja...
Kisi aankh mein nahi ashk-e- gham, tere baad kuch bhi nahi hai kam,
Tujhe zindaghi ne bhula diya, Tu bhi muskura use bhool ja...

Udaasi ka agarche apna koi gher nahi hota...
maga jab nighahon mein,
ghuzarghahon ka sunapan khatakta hai...
kisi ki aks mein dubi hui aankhein,
kabhi jo baarishon ka saath deti thi...
safar ki shab...
akelepan ka gahera rang...
jab veeran dahleezon ki pheeki zardiyon per phail jata hai...
musaafir ko magar phir koi rasta nahi deta...
udaasi taher jati hai...
gaye mausam ,
palat kar yaad ke dhundle dareechon per...
adhori dastakon ka shak bitha jate hain...
sardi saans ke tan mann mein bas jati hai.
seene mein koi lamha utar ker toot jata hai.
kabhi muddat ke pardesi,
agar apne na aane ka koi paighaam bhejein,
or makaanon per likhi ummid , beenai ganwa baithe..
chaton per baanjhpan ka dukh utar jaye,
udaasi taher jati hai...
koi bichde hue ka dukh utar jaye...
udaasi taher jati hai...
kabhi bichde hue ka dukh,
khat ki muntazir khwahish ko koi rogh lagh jaye,
kabhi jab dil ke taar se likha gaya koi khat,
kahin raste mein kho jaye...
jahan mauqua nikal aaye,
jahan mauqua nikal aaye,
jahan soorat bane gham ki,
jahan be-rauniqui ka koi bhi paheloo nikalta ho...
wahin kheema lagati hai...
Udaasi taher jati hai...
Udaasi taher jati hai...

Jo saari kashtiyaan jala kar niklein to un ke saath yeh sulook to hota hi hai...

Kya haath aaya is umr ki sayyahi ke baad...

ek ilzaam!!! mahez ek shak !!!

Mohabbat to kal bhi fateh thi , or aaj bhi faateh hi rahi...

to phir hara kaun???

or phir...

taqdeer ne dusra waar kiya...

khilte phoolon ki aahaton ko sama-aton mein proote hue us ne kaha tha...

"Hum wahan milein ge jahan koi na ho or jahan sooraj apne aakhri kadam dharta ho.."

Mohabbat phir imtehaan mein thi...

Mujhe apni mohabbat ko bachana tha, or main mohabbaton ko haarte hue bhi nahi dekh sakti thi ke woh to tumhare gird duaaon ka hisaar bandhti thi..

Main ne apni aankhon per shaam ki laali baandh li...

Main shaam ka kinara nahi , tum sooraj ki laali nahi ..

Hum in donon ke beech hadd-e-faazil hain...

Es faseel-e-qayenaat ko uboor to kar leti... Lekin.......

us ke peeche sooraj tuloo na hota to???

ek khauf sa mann mein dolta tha ke etebaar ki dori hathon se phisal rahi thi...

yeh khauf meri aakhri hadd tha... ke... is ke baad margh sifat sannata is qayenaat ki ghod mein sisakta hai...

Us ke anaabi labon ki ghani muskuraahat mein tanz ka teer kyon utra tha???

Ae ibn-e-aadam !!! Hawwa ki beti ka dukh jaan sako to kyonkar???

Woh mohabbaton se ghundi ek moorat hai or tum use mohabbat karna sikhao ge?

Yehi wohh muqaam hai jahan tanz uske honton se utar kar mere labon per jam jata hai...

" Mohabbat...."

Aazal se us ke dil ka intesaab hai...

or tum us ke maani poochte ho?

Tum ne mohabbat ko wajood mein dekha hai ...

Main ne use rooh ki balishtiyon mein napa hai...

or tum kahete ho ke main wahan milon jahan sooraj ke aakhri qadam.......???

Aakhri qadam ke baad jante ho kya hai...???

Shaam ka kinara...

raat ki taariki...

Mohabbat ka mafhoom tum kya jano?

yeh tuloo hai ghroob nahi...

Haan !!! yeh mazbooti hai ...kamzoori nahi...

magar mujhe kisi ek nahi un saari mohabbaton ki mazbooti darkaar hai jo tumhaare ghird duaaon ka hisaar bandhti hai................ 

( Dear readers!!! If you find any difficulty in understaing this paragraph,feel free to ask me the meaning of any word)

HAMD

( Hamd us poem ko kahte hai jis mein khuda ki tareef likhi jati hai )

Teri yaad mein sroor hai, Tera ishq mera ghroor hai.

Tu qareeb hai rage jaan se bhi, tu hadde nazar se bhi door hai.

Mujhe raaston ki khabar nahi, mujhe koi khauf-o-khatar nahi.

Mujhe terghi se ghila nahi, meri aankh mein tera noor hai.

Tujhe umr bher main padha karon, tujhe umr bher main suna karon.

tera harf harf hai raushni, teri baat jalwa-e-toor hai.

Tu yahan bhi hai tu wahan bhi hai, tu kahan nahi tu kidhar nahi.

Yeh jo rag-o-noor hai chaharsoo tere husn ka hi zahoor hai.

Tu samandaron ki tahon mein hai, tu sadaf mein hai tu gohar mein hai.

teri zaat kya main bayan karoon teri zaat kitni tahoor hai.

Hai Ziya ke dil ki yehi duaa, mujhe bakhsh de ae mere Khuda.

Tu Raheem hai tu kareem hai, tu azeem hai tu ghafoor hai.

                                                                                ( By : Altaf Ziya)

Sroor = Nasha

terghi= andhera 

Noor= Raushni

harf= shabd, word 

chaharsoo= charon taraf 

zahoor= izhar

Tahoor= pakeeza, pavitr

Raheem= rajem karne wala

Kareem= karam karne wala

Azeem= bht bada

ghafoor= maaf kar dene wala.

Woh Thakan se choo'r ho rahi thi,ander berpa tufaan ki tundi usi tarah qayam thi.

Us ka dil chaha ki aas paas nazar dale or tahere hue paani mein doob jaye, thoda haath paaon maare or phir...

Us ke beqarar dil ko qaraar aajaye ke us ko sirf isi ki talash thi...

Andheeri ratoon ka sukoon nahi,

balke 

halki dhoop se milne wali shaanti, or khushgwaar khayalat ka amn.

Is ek lamhe mein zindagi se mohabbat dobaara laot aayi...

khoi hui khushiyon ki khwahish phir se machal gayi ,

us ne apne ird gird khamoosh fitrat ke beparwaah husn per nazar dali...

Sooraj ke neeche bahete dariya ko dhyan mein laya. laherien leti ghaas ka khyal kiya ...

khil khil kar khaak mein milte phoolon per nazar ki ...her cheez zindagi ke diye gaye thapedon per hi chal rahi thi...

ke achaanak us per saare raaz ayaan ho gaye ...

or phir us ne itmenaan se aane wali zindagi ke baare mein socha...

Us waqt use kisi dhoop chaaon ka khyal nahi aaya...

Bas ek dhundli rooshni thi jo andhere mein dhal rahi thi...

or usne kisi qadr pursukoon ho kar aane wale saalon ke baare mein sochna shroo kar diya......

Zindaghi yun hi be raunaq hai...

so, guzar rahi hai...

Saamne raastein hain'

khaayion ke, pahadon ke...

Tamannayein jalti hain,

Bhuje dil mein...

Saahil ke pur raunaq dareechon per,

Laherein takraati hain samandaron ki...

Saanson mein atakti hain

dard ki shiddatein...

Saheraaon mein jami ret ke zarron ki tarah...

Sard chataanon mein dabi,

khwahishat ki hasratein...

Hamein rone nahi deti...

Hamaari aankhein jalti hain..

Saach ke lazawal lamhon ki pahechaan mein,

Awaaz ke taqqub mein daudte daudte,

hum aabla-pa ho chuke hain...

Phir bhi hum ne sooch rakha hai,

Tum se kuch nahi kahna.......... 

 

Bebasi...

Tum kya jano sulaghti raaton ke aazab...

Veeran aankon ke sawal...

zard mausamon ke jawab...

taabeer se khali bejaan khwaab...

Tum kya samjhoge...

Saard si baarish ki pyaas...

Adh khile ghulaabon  ki dukhan...

Neele falak ki musarraton ka saaz...

Khushboon se nadarid hawaon ke geet...

band hoton ki be awaz cheekhain...

Hardam majrooh hoti anaa...

tamaam raston ki be nishaan si manzil...

Tum kahan dekh paoge...?

DOSTI...

Kaho to do lafz...

Mano to bandaghii...

Socho to gahera saager...

Dubo to zindaghi...

Karo to asaan...

Nibhao to mushkil...

Bikhre to saara zamana...

Simte to sirf goon...

Bichad kar us se...

Hairat hai ke bichad kar us se... kuch bhi to nahi badla...

Na aasmaan hila apne muqaam se,

Na ghulaabon se khushboo hui juda,

Na sooraj ne damakna choda hai,

Na kaliyon ne mahekna...

Samaandaron mein bhi rawani hai, 

Zindaghi wahi puraani hai.

Phoolon mein baaki taazgi hai,

Geeton mein bajta saaz bhi hai.

Mohabbat ki baaki aaj bhi kahani hai,

Duniya chahat ki aaj bhi dewaani hai.

Maut bhi khafa si lagti hai,

Zindagi bhi juda si lagti hai.

Bichad kar main us se jiye ja rahi hun.

Kaam duniya ke musalsal kiye ja rahi hun.

Dhadkan se bandha hai saanson ka bandhan,

Faqat saadgi mein badla hai mera baankpan.

Hairat hai, bichad kar us se kuch bhi to nahi badla...

Mohabbat Duaye neem shab hai...

Mohabbat ke farishte ne aaj phir zameen ka rukh kiya tha.Surmayi ghataon ko rondti, nannhe munne sitaron, nat khat falak zaaron ko chedti us ki sawari ka rukh zameen ki taraf tha... woh pahele bhi zameen per aata raha hai.... pyar phailane...!

Insaan ke jism ka ek nazuk or ziddi hissa us ka dil hai... Mohabbat ka yeh muqaddas farishta is dil ke zariye insaan ke massom vajood mein mohabbat bhar deta hai... Mohabbat jise pa lene ke baad duniya nayi nayi si lagne lagti hai. Phoolon mein naye sire se rang aate hain, Sitaron mein nayi tarah se jagmagahat aati hai, Asmaan mohabbat ki anginat vus-aton se saj jata hai. Han ! yeh mohabbat hi to hai jo insaan ko nayi aankhein deti hai or pichlee beenayi per ek sunehri si patti bandh deti hai, woh patti jis ke doosre taraf kuch dikhayi nahi deta... Rishte-naate, dosti, rawadaari, murawwat, kuch bhi nahi...

Phir aage yeh mohabbat samaaton per dhakkan chada deti hai...kuch sunayi nahi deta...tuhmatein,malamtein, taane, zaher baatein... agar kuch sunayi deta hai to mahboob ki baatein, usi ke anmool lafz...

Mohabbat insaan ke vajood se sab kuch noch kar faqat apna aap bher deti hai, ta umar mahboob ke kho jane ka darr laga rahta hai,  kahin woh chala na jaye, kahin woh naraaz na ho jaye, kahin woh kho na jaye...

Mohabbat insaan ko baaki cheezon se be-niyaz nkar deti hai...Mohabbat Insaan ko adhoora kar deti hai...